Ya. Just wanted to point out, if I offended anyone recently, I'm sorry and I apologize to those who I offended.
Especially to AmiraDragon
whom I indeed kind of attacked without much reason.
Just going through some nasty stuff in life and a lot on my shoulders.
The transport of a bunch of exotic animals - including baby tortoises and geckos - from abroad I settled on the just passed yesterday Saturday got all prepared, breeders settled, and then my copartner - who estabilished a price for bringing me the animals earlier - went completely nuts and first cancelled it, then demanded 4x as much payment as it was settled before, then as the money landed on his account - cancelled it again.
With everything settled and breeders with their animals already called and on their way, my hair almost turned grey and fell out from stress. I'd turn out to look like a complete idiot, the breeders would drive for nothing, the animals would spend hours in the boxes for nothing, and I very much doubt they'd ever want to hear from me again. Who would? Certainly not me, from such an oaf who cannot keep the plan working.
It took me hours to argue with that copartner of mine and eventually of course had to pay him more than was settled before.
I had to swallow a few pills for headache and stress to even fall asleep after 3 hours of rolling in bed.
So that's pretty much the reason of my weird, stressed out behavior from before and snapping from time to time. I was so stressed, I almost chewed off my fingernails. My mother was screaming at me as well, making it even worse, saying this won't work and that I should cancel it and not pay them. I wouldn't, hell, if I had the time
to call the breeders back calmly...
More, the transport of Siberian chipmunks my mother ordered came a few days ago and it came out one female had her ear bit off, two other females have broken hind legs
(I honestly don't know what you must do to break a chimpunk's legs) and I was told from my mother to "do something about it"
. What am I supposed to do? I didn't even want those in the first place as I felt they'd cause problems... Maybe you should rather contact the man who you bought them from and paid the full price for tamed, healthy animals?! They were supposed to be tame, too, and the males are so wild it's impossible to get close to them without them going apeshit. As if this alone isn't bad enough...
I spent the whole day and half of the previous night next to my computer, trying to pull all together and make it work.
I'm choosing another copartner, the stress and problems are not worth it and the trick he pulled on me made it. I'm done with him.
If you want to demand more, you tell this a few days, a few weeks earlier, not A FEW HOURS from the settled date.
It's like I asked 1000
for a commission from you, you agreed, told me what you wanted and paid, we settled the date of the commission being done, and then two days before it, I'd pop out saying I want 4000
from you or I cancel the commission. Very professional? What would you think?
Some people really tend to go nuts if you pay them good...
That's the basics of human nature - you pay them, they're happy for a short while, and then demand more.
Again, sorry to those who felt offended, most likely won't happen again.
You didn't deserve it, those are my problems and not yours and not you should ever feel my anger because of it.
I snapped for the first time in YEARS due to stress and panic and I regret that.
I'll take care of it personally and bite on my fingers next time I want to write some ugly shit XD